jolie fm

2010-01-06T03:01:00.000+08:00

I still want to say:

"Thank You God, that You choose me
Thanks God that You plan for me to be here
Thanks God that You showed me how You feel"

Thank you.
(:

2009-10-22T00:54:00.002+08:00

I will fight on!
I had many questions, and many things that I have been thinking, like what it takes to be a cgl/strong leader. How should I grow from where I am now.

And my answer is in 2 Samuel 22 (The Lord is my fortress, He is my strength....) and Psalm 78:72 (So he shepherded them according to the integrity of his heart, And guided them by the skillfulness of his hands.)!

Be dependant on God!
Not just having a pure heart, but also abilities, capacity to grow!

I'm so thankful for heart of God church(:
For pastors, and leaders, and friends that is running in this race together!
Best gift I have from God(: Best present forever!

Loveeeeeee

2009-05-28T02:38:00.003+08:00

I was just watching this(:

A giving Tree...
Is like you really can see how the tree ( just like Jesus) really had gave His all for us...
That's how much He loved us
That's how much He cared for us
However this is sometimes how people would react...

I had set this is my heart that I would give my all for Him because of everything He had done..

2009-05-15T01:04:00.002+08:00

I feel this season, God is really moving in my family!

I'm so excited that my sis is coming for red rain!
My uncle came during Mothers' day!
And NOW!
It's really a great opportunity to get my mum!
Lets keep her in prayers!

2009-04-26T01:46:00.001+08:00

i love
i love
i love

i love my life
i love every single thing in my life
i love it love it!

woo!

2009-04-12T03:40:00.003+08:00

many times
i wonder why

some people that really had strong encounters with God
but forgets God, turns their backs away

some people have strong connections with people esp with pastors that love others far beyond themselves.
turns away.

why?

break my heart for what breaks Yours

its in His heart that He still wants to draw closer to You
He is still there where You left Him, He is waiting for You

I love my mum(: she is next to me now(: hehe!

OHOH!!! ANYWAYY!!!!
CAROLLLLLL TANNN!!! happy birthdayy!!!!
YOU ARE MUCH MUCH LOVEDDD!!
Carol is real cool!
is like we are more then best friends!
we are a team man!
same passion same dream
is that indescribable connection
YOU ROCK MAN!

(after reading these, i realise that i'm super random)
hehe

2009-04-12T03:30:00.002+08:00

what makes my day, was the kids(:

soon ling
franco
simon
tom
evan
fiona
wen xiang, wen bing, wen siong
angeline
(still many others!..)

every single one
theres a story

and every single one
i saw how God had touch them
seeing them worshipping
seeing them seeking God face to face
= phenomena
seeing them, that they know they can hold on to their dreams
seeing them, that they know in their hearts, heres a family, God is with them, and that they can do all things through God
It's really phenomena

wow, im in awe

Thank You God, that You choose me
Thanks God that You plan for me to be here
Thanks God that You showed me how You feel

heart after You
i love you Lord

2009-03-30T21:24:00.000+08:00

My life is Your song

2009-03-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

All I need is You
There's no one like You
You're my everything
You're my all
I want more of You
More of You
not just 50, not just 60
But 100% of You to come

2009-03-28T20:17:00.002+08:00

We will be Your hands
We will be Your feet
To run this race for the least of this

In the darkest place
We will be Your light
We will be Your light

2009-03-27T06:19:00.002+08:00

I really love what i'm doing (:
hehehe

I really love Evan, fiona, Angela, Jeremy, Joan, Siomn and BRYAN!
and really miss franco july angel! you guys got to keep praying to come back ok!!
I really love them all!

ohohoh!! let me tell you one of the things!

you know, actually im someone that doesn't like soccer and everything..
until...

Whao! I research about soccer fan for CCH sermon videos.
Of all, i really see how each team played.
That there's one that i fall in love!
LIVERPOOL!
" You never walk alone "

WOW! I love the spirit! i think the rest are good, but they got the substance, knowing to play as a team, having that spirit!

Wa is incredible!
There's this final match, whereby during the first half of the match they scored 3-0! liverpool was losing, however the fans keep supporting, keep singing never walk alone.

So this is the cool part!
After the second half, in 5 mins they scored 3 goals!
so the score was is 3-3!!!
WOW!

YNWA! woohoo!

2009-03-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

So inspired about Wendy's blog!
I really love Wendy alot(:

In her blog, she just shared about a mule, but to summaries it all.
it's really to shake off your problems, your difficulties,and step up!

2 Corinthians 4:8-9
8 We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; 9 persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed—

Though being cast down but unconquered!

2009-03-01T23:50:00.004+08:00

when you're down to nothing
God is always up to something!

Hmmm.... I was just looking through some old photos..
I just really wonder...
Wonder about what's going on in heart in the past, before they make the decision.
I wonder about how are they now.
I wonder what if they stay on, won't it be awesome?
Won't it be great if they come back, be with us in the heart as well?

We dont need people to build the church, but isn't cool to run the race together going through thick and thin like a family, having the same vision, same heart, same feeling, same thoughts, growing and growing in our convictions and character all together.

Jia yang shared this in the testimony about
"how many 5 years can I have?"
it's so true!
I don't wanna miss out any
Every time i gotten something, I want to make sure I give my best!
You really never know will the opportunity comes back again once you lose it.

There always 2 side to things
However it's your decision at the end of the day that determines!
Just snap out of it(Bad thoughts etc.)
See how God would see
Let down your pride, let go everything
Let go and let God handle(:
No worries be happy!

This season of God-Dependant,
I begin to see in a whole new level
Think in a whole new level
Worship in a whole new level

You're all I need
Thank You Jesus(:

2009-02-26T05:09:00.001+08:00

Shi jie bian le!!

2009-02-22T00:18:00.004+08:00

At the end of the day

It's just all about You
Just me and God, our walk together

It's just so nice, that warmth feeling, that security
That energies you up with convictions

Abba
You're just the reason why
You are why I live
You are why I love
Everything of me belongs to You

I'm in awe

2009-02-15T01:22:00.004+08:00

i shall just put everything into point forms to summaries what I'm thinking:)

Convictions imprint within our hearts
Every time, While just on the way home i would think of this Pastor Lia's Dream, She would always dream about a burning down house,then she would always be there running, trying to save the people out of that house, and she would cry out " God, where is the extra hands and feet?"
Soon ling, really have touch me, she is just about 6-7 yrs old, this is what she wrote on her dairy, "Today I'm happy because i can go to heart of God church", i realise what i have been doing, i am living in my vision, building a shelter, home where they feel love.
HAHA my sis went mad, she keep singing the "xin tiao" to me LOL and she dancing round the house (: I love my sis(:

haha shall elaborate more next time:D haha got to sleep(: night night every one:D I LOVE YOU!

Mae ann!

2009-01-31T01:28:00.007+08:00

Jolie : Hi Mae Ann!! .... these are the songs will be playing this weekend! ......(part of the message)

(*missing messges)

Mae ann :Ok thanks

Jolie: Thanks Mae ann :) :)

Mae Ann: Haha I should be the one saying thanks

Jolie: Haha lol! Mae ann! the final thanks is for all that you do :) like everything you do, you always thought of us first:) lol! Haha thanks mae ann! Lollol:)

Mae Ann: Haha this can go on the whole night. But just want to say that I love you, you are always so servant hearted and you make the journey in cch really worth while

Jolie: Lol Mae Ann i love you too! (: (: must rest well (: lol!

Mae Ann: Sure you too! good night =)

Wow, i really love Mae Ann!
Wow, i'm like so touched by her messge!
So sweeeett!

Cause is like throughout in children church, she worked the hardest!
not only that all she thinks was us!
She would like go en extra mile to purposely go out shopping with us to teach us how to dress, she love us so much that she would even care to the smallest details of us!

Just like our Pastors, Pastor How and Pastor Lia!
Pastors are phenomena people! they are just like our parents!
Out of their busy shedule
(when i say their busy means they are really busy people,they are 10x busier then i am!)
They would arrnage to have dinner together with the people that have broken families, to show them love, to give them a home.

I really love all my leaders!
Pastor how and Pastor Lia, Garrett,Wendy,Xinyi ,Dawn ,Ame ,Noel ,MaeAnn , Xiaoyu,Yong hui!
I wouldn't be who i am today without them!(:

Thanks for everything!

resolutions

2009-01-30T13:36:00.002+08:00

I have decided to put this into my resolutions for this year!

which is....

Jolie shall not take cab unless it's necessary!

LOL! random!((:

grow!

2009-01-30T01:52:00.002+08:00

Now I'm having my major holiday!
and i'm not going to let it go to waste!
during season JOLIE WILL GROW!

Jolie will grow to be more discipline!
Jolie will grow to be more God-dependent!
Jolie will grow to be not emotional lead!
Jolie will grow to have a GAINT SPIRIT MAN on the inside

no empty words!
but actions!

GOGO POWER RANGER!((:

stars

2009-01-29T02:02:00.002+08:00

Stars-Swtichfoot

Maybe I've been the problem
Maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself
The outcome feels the same

I've been thinkin maybe I've been partly cloudy
Maybe I'm the chance of rain
Maybe I'm overcast, and maybe all my lucks washed down the drain

I've been thinking about everyone
Everyone you look so lonely

But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars I see Someone else
When I look at the stars,the stars
I feel like myself

Stars lookin at our planet watching entropy and pain
And maybe start to wonder how the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking bout the meaning of resistance
Of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent begin to look like home

I've been thinking bout everyone
Everyone you look so empty

But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars I see Someone else
When I look at the stars,the stars, I feel like myself

Everyone, everyone we feel so lonely
Everyone, yeah everyone we feel so empty

When I look at the stars
when I look at the stars
when I look at the stars I feel like myself
When I look at the stars, the stars
I see Someone...

I feel comforted whenever i see the stars(:
When I see the stars, it's just reminded me about how God had created everything so beautifully(: how God loves me(:

When i look at the stars, the stars
I see Someone else(:

Just for laughs! hhahah

2009-01-29T00:28:00.003+08:00

My goodnessss!!! LOL! this is hilarious!

My primary school best friend had just tagged me about the unglam photos!
Then I take a look at her blog! LOL

I SAW THIS!
O.O!
my primary school photo!
LOL!

(LOL! See i'm a good girl((: long skirt, high belt! Hmmm.... ahahhaha!)

LOL! I think now I still have the same face but with every else different(:

This is so funny!(: ahhahahaha! LOL

Don't you all agreee that i'm cute(: ahahha!

i miss my class!

2009-01-25T17:54:00.004+08:00

i'm gonna miss my class!

I love all of them!

Sarah!

Thanks for your gifttt and your card!!!(:

i love it! to me, sarah is really someone who is full of love!

like the other time, i was sick or something, she would ask me take care,drink lots of water.

days when there's ut, she would give me morning calls and arrange to go school together!(:

Xuan!

is our baby bear!!!

she's so cuteeee! ahhaha i remembered how i really got to know you, is through all the jokes we shared, from there we grew closer! LOL i love herrr!MUACKS!

Kelly!

is like a mother!!! lol serious!

she loves to cook! her house is like a provision shop, full of food!

she's got the most beautiful eyes, and she looks like a doll!

Everytime we would often make fun of one another!

I love her man!

Nicole!

haha! nicole is someone would just say something out of her mind!

she loves being loved(: and i love her many!

i only got closer to her at the last few weeks, but i felt she's like a sister to me:D

the rest of the girls!

Nad, rozzy, carrie,shikin, and kavitha!

You guys are super funny!

all the gangsters!((: hees!

kelvin!

always like sweeping and moping the toliet floor!

LOL! he's an old man!

he's really funny! though he's big size , but his actions are small e.g. the way he walked!

HAHA

Bone!

he sings really well! he loves to disturb people!! my goodness!

alwaysss playing dotaa! ai yooyo! ahahha!

ohoh! i still haven got to see his cute little dog kino yet!

Mic!

He's my BEST FRIEND!

he's someone that is very real.

what you see is what he is.

mic got the most lingo!!

=O , Hmm.. , one more time, and many more!

he's really talented! he knows how to play guitar,violin, drums, the rest i forgot!

he's the funniest!

Ah meng + Ah beng = Csq!

lol i remember the first day he looks the dao-est!

today, he's an ah meng + ah beng!

even though he maybe a monkey, he's really smart!

he always like to choke slam people!

Zane!

The one that always pretend! he's that kind of person "mouth hard heart soft"

LOL! he quited smoking because he exchanged term with his dad!

he really loves his dad and family!

Zeyi!

is pui kia! he's really cute and rounddd!

looks like a big panda!

hahaha!

i really love this class alot!

i lovee you allll:D:D!

xoxo! muacks!

y not

2009-01-11T03:36:00.002+08:00

Anyway what's done is done...
Since you got to 2 options , one is to hate another is to love,
Why not just choose love in stead?

For school, in stead of sian, why not choose to have a response of YES!
For family, in stead of being really bitter about things, why not choose to be happy and love them even more?

Why not(:

2009-01-09T11:52:00.002+08:00

I think what I like about being a Christian,
Is that every single time whenever I'm down, God is always here to minister me(:

And with God, I know what's true joy in my life!
from there,even though I'm a person with just average skills,average looks, average girl.
I become extraordinary!

Thank You God(:
From my experiences, I get to understand people better!
As i understand, using my testimonies, i get to impact lives!
Esp the younger generation of kids, which most of them are just like me(:

Thank You Jesus!
I LOVE YOU!(:

Your love
It amazes me
Your love
Have set me free
Higher then I can possibly dream
Your love
it amazes me(:

broken spoon

2009-01-09T10:56:00.005+08:00

haha i like the idea of having everyone, a family sitting round the dinning table.

And like we're use this kind of spoon often to eat the tang yuan etc.

God, I'll pray for clarity of mind for my dad, that somehow he would see what's he's doing, that he would also think simplicity, God I pray for protection over him as well.

God, I also pray for my mum that You would give her the strength through this period of time, and I'll pray that she would be able to know You, so that her hurts would be taken away to be replaced by Your everlasting love.

God, I'll pray for my sister, I pray that she would know what's right and wrong, that You would guide her in making decisions, that she would not be disturb by this issue, God I pray that You would bring her back to You, that she may also experience the love she ever wanted not by her friends.

God I commit everything into Your hands. (:

Thank You Jesus!((:

2009-01-02T12:27:00.002+08:00

YAY!

Today is WBFS day for E31!
LOL
Welcome Back From School Day!

We're going to pasta for those who got school today!
I love making pastaa!! woo!

I'm excited!((:

and sarah is going to join peck and I to make pasta!
It's going to be extremely fun fun fun!

2009

2009-01-01T12:11:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone!!!

IT'S 2009!!
wow! time just passes so fast!
in the blink of the eye!
WOO 2009!

2008...
Hmmm..
i think it had been one of the awesome years!
I felt that i had grew to another level in many ways.
Breakthroughs in many ways!
And i know it couldn't be just me, but is like pastors and leaders had always contribute in the areas to where i am now.
Thank you Pastors, Garrett, Wendy, Xinyi, Dawn, Amelia, Maeann, Xiao yu etc!
You guys have really taught me alot of things!

And like all of my friends, best friends!
I love you all!!(: we have really grow through thick and thin together!
Like remember how we use to take sjc, impact lives, adriena, peck hoon , eli, and kesia?
or like in projection or in the whole ops, how we moved from that tiny little room, to a ops level of a first class standard. Seeing a new wave rising!
E3(: we grew and grew!and how we are really connected still(:
CCH from 100 to breakthrough of 150++ having another statlite church, it really opened up door to many people!
GB!how we got a vision to be a generation builder!
my classmates, like Sarahhhhh,kelly,ying xuan! and the rest old man, bone, yaosiew(:
who makes class a little less boring!
it's a been an awesome year!
(i shall not list every single thing if not it would take for ever! woo!
but don't be sad your name is not there, it's written in my heart(: hees)

2009!
God spoke to me this!
i must see in GOD'S EYE VIEW GEV!
Seeing things how God would see.
Jumping into the flow of the HS
WWJD too!
Doing according to what would He do!
2009, Jolie would grow up to another level!
JOLIE IS GOING TO BREAKTHROUGH!
JOLIE IS GOING TO INCREASE!

i'm excited for a new year!
woo!
2009 here i come!

dao gao

2008-12-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

2008-11-25T02:10:00.002+08:00

Today was great!
Went to celebrate Zoe's birthday:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOE:D!

ahhah then i went to yolanda's house to plan for the children's camp!!
WOOSSS!!!!

I CANT WAIT FOR CAMP:D:D!!!!

AND FINALLY
as requested by angel:D!
Here's the video of franco and bryan!
they are so funny together!
Franco here is pretending to be the mum, and bryan is Ah boy!
HAHA:D

1 Samuel 30:6

6 Now David was greatly distressed, for the people spoke of stoning him, because the soul of all the people was grieved, every man for his sons and his daughters. But David strengthened himself in the LORD his God.

I was reading this, This part of the bible is whereby the enemy, the Amalekites, had taken every single thing from David, even his wife, however he begin to strengthened himself in God! It was because he drew strength from God, thus later on, he won everything back!

The past few weeks, have being power packed, and still more events are lining up!

Thus it's so important to start to draw strength from God, not just relying on your physical strength! From there,God will definitely pull you through many obstacles!

how awesome is it, that for us, is not just a religion, but a relationship with have, with our God!

I LOVE YOU, MY GREAT BIG DADDY GOD:D!

2008-11-24T01:05:00.010+08:00

HAHA! I shall blogged about a little about what i did yesterday, and today! It's going to be a long long long post!!! SO.........get ready! GOGOGO!
(P.s. The things i say may be all over!)

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Yesterday for children church, we had slime weekend!!!
Then we make lots of gluey slime!!!
Franco had lots of fun making the slime!
That he almost take the green food colouring to "wash" his hands!
AHHAHA!
LOOK!!!!!! IT'S GREEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNN!!!! HAHAHAHAHHA!

Just love really hanging with them in children church!

That day we also had CCC band joined us!!!

WOO!!!

here are some parts of the songs that i was impacted by!

Here we go-CCC

All, all will see
How the love set us free
Hear, hear the sound
Of the broken singing grace's song.

(all, all will see, how God have transformed our lives!
I used to be someone that just wanted to find love from family and friends in the past, but God have set me free, that now i no longer feel that i am trapped in this black hole, this black room all by my self alone, God is with me!
And because I found joy, I sing a song for Him, of how much His love for us that He died for me, His unfailing grace.)

Freedom-CCC
If not for love, where would I be?
If not for love...
If not for grace, where would I be?
If not for grace...

(if not for God's love, I wouldn't be who I am today, I wouldn't have found a greater life to live in)

Today-CCC

Today
I'm leaving all my troubles behind
I’m letting go
I’ll follow the line
I’m holding on with all of my life

I see a rising son
We’ve only just began

Today
I’m walking to the beat of Your heart
You take me all the way to the start
Stretch Your hands straighten the path

I’m found in open skies
Your heart it lives in mine

Today… Today… Today…

Today I’m finding my first love again
I’m learning how to let You in
I’m trusting You with all that I am
The shadows fade away
It’s You that clears the day

No more running wild
I’m Yours for life
Well You got me here
You got me here

I hear Your call tonight
Your heart is mine
Well You got me here
You got me here

Whoa
You drew me out from the deepest sea
Whoa
You gave my soul a song to sing
Whoa
You took me up on the mountains high
Whoa
I see my life in a different light

(God, You are my first love, You got me here. As I begin to know you more, I see my life with a different perspective)

WOO! ahha I love CCC songs!

(Dreams can come to pass!)
Last time, when Heart of God church just started out with just a few people and that time they are still using cd to play Praise and worship songs.
Even during that time, it had always been Pastor lia's dream that our worship team, would be like CCC.
Many people at that time,seeing the situation, they say it's impossible.
That dream kept burning in Pastor's heart!
They begin teaching Garrett,Dom,Charleston Music, how to play instrument.
all of they have worked hard.
There's anointing over the band, every single time they played there's thick presence of God.
now when we had reached 1241(which is our last week attendance)
The other time when Pastor Josh from CCC, came over to preach to our church,
he say that our church sounded just like them!
Despite at that time when it's just a few 10 people or so looking at the situation of how they are just using cd to play p&w, till now Pastor's dream have come to past!
And seeing CCC band on stage, it just brings out that something:D

(a different view of viewing people!)
During CCH service, Mae ann have shared with all of us, how she prayed for the kids!
like e.g. for joseph, when she pray she 4D joseph, will be just like joseph in the bible!
The Joseph in the bible, talks about how he is the youngest in the family, always got bullied around, however later on, he begin to rise up to be the 2nd man.

Mae ann also prayed for Cinyi, That she is this person in the bible that he fought till the sword and him become one, the sword is being stuck to his hand. She a person no matter what happens, she will fight till the end for her school.

Mae ann prayed for Keegan(CCH,not the usher head)
That he is like simon(unstable, very shaky), that God had changed his name to Peter, to be a rock that is stable, and will not wobble in this walk with God.

She also prayed for calvin,
That he is someone even though he may look small, but inside of him there's a big giant, that will stand for the rights of people, to protect them!

It was so amazing!
I learnt alot! Now, the way I see kids that i am helping to take care of, differently.

(Prayer for each kid, i am taking care of)
Like e.g. for my side there's also another joseph, I just the same way as mae ann did, I saw that he had a great purpose and destiny.

Zhi sheng, that he will be like obem edom, loving the presence of God, so much that he practically followed wherever God is.

Zhi wei will start to be like the Portugal(dunno how to spell)come back home!

Franco, will be someone, like King david, having that Big heart for people, having a heart after God's heart.

July and angel will be just like Mary, not just martha, that only will do the work of God, but they both will be people that loves to worship God, relying on God's strength, Knowing that He is always there for them.

Bryan will be like caleb,"give me that mountain!" nothing is too big for him, as he would be someone that rely on God deeply.

WOO! I can literally felt it's coming to past!

CCH ATTENDANCE IS: 131!!!!!
for this week! woots!
it's just 19 more people and we going to hit our faith target of 150!!!!!

I think cch, is really amazing! many doors are opening in our direction!
ROOM FOR MORE!
God is really using us, to impact all walks of this generation!!
we are truly expanding!!!!
Now we are starting from the north:D heehee!

Isaiah 54:2-4 (New King James Version)
2 “ Enlarge the place of your tent,
And let them stretch out the curtains of your dwellings;
Do not spare;
Lengthen your cords,
And strengthen your stakes.
3 For you shall expand to the right and to the left,
And your descendants will inherit the nations,
And make the desolate cities inhabited.
4 “ Do not fear, for you will not be ashamed;
Neither be disgraced, for you will not be put to shame;
For you will forget the shame of your youth,
And will not remember the reproach of your widowhood anymore.

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God is good! all the time!
(melody: is that fast cow boyish tune that in the morning we got sing)

Then for today!

Asia conference was awesome man!
(Prayer meeting)
In the morning we started out with having morning prayer meetings!
It’s really awesome to see even the regular praying so fervently!
Everyone would come in, and get engage in the presence of God!

(Pastor Phil)
Then we had Pastor Phil Pringle!
He’s awesome!
He uses the painting to preach as well!
Cool right?
Previously, one of chc video sermon,
I saw him painting a cross, and using this to share with us what’s done on the cross!
Thus time he shared with us about resurrection!
Which is resurrection of our bodies, that are being posion, being cut(by words)etc.

(camp meeting)
After that session, had CCH camp meeting!
WOW!!! I CANT WAIT FOR CHILDREN CAMP HAPPENING THIS WEEK!!
WOO!

(JJ LIN, LIVE ON STAGE!)
Then all of us rushed down for the finale session for Asia conference!
WA, then we had JJ!!! AHAHHAWOO!
he's so cute and he is a christain! woo!
I love his songs too!:)
ahaha but it's cool!
He uses his talent for the love of God to go into the world with his loves songs and all!

(Dr.AR Bernard)
Dr.AR Bernard preached about how is not the devil that is the ultimate enemy of getting people save, but it’s the culture of this world that is the biggest enemy in getting souls save!
We need to be insulated then we can penetrate into the world
To shine God’s light into the darkness of this world, this culture.
Some churches they are too religious in his country, they just couldn’t accept those criminals to come into their church, can you imagine how these people even though wanted to find a real love from God, but it’s the people of God reject them!
Can you imagine how hurt they are? No wonder there’s still crimes out there!

(Sun, He Yao Shan)
Understanding that we need to shine our light into the world, sun makes a big decision to be a singer.
They understand what’s going to happen is that people of the church will be the one that will be judging sun the most, because they are too religious to see the big picture of how we need to be the light of the world.
Sun, Dr.AR Bernard, and Pastor Kong, kept praying for them!
From there with prayer and all, she takes a big step stepping out of the church four walls.

Then we showed Sun’s video,
Sun is really doing great things!
I was so touched to see:
There is this two siblings that lost their family, they do not have any money and they have to rely on themselves.
When Sun came and gave them winter clothes, and many other things.
They broke down and cry, they are so touched by how someone showed love into their life.
Sun is really doing amazing things in china, like building schools, orphanages etc.
I love sun!:)

After Asia conference, we took lots of photos!
(photos)

Me and jojo!
E31!!!

IVY AND I!
I LOVE ZHOU XINYI CHOLE HELEN!!!
LOOK AT THE LIGHTS!!! isit nice? ahha

After I reached home, I packed my room!

WOO!

i came across pone of the mag article that say choosing the right partner!

They talked alot about it!!!

“Many people choose wrong partners and then wonder why their relationships aren’t working out!”

There are SIX COMPATIBILITY TIME BOMBS in a marriage!
(I am going to talk briefly about it!)

1) Significant Age Difference! Like (10 years apart etc.)
· Patience: the older people will get impatience with the younger one
· Respect: One is lacking in maturity and life experience
· Acting like a parent: this is a marriage of unequal standing
· Temptation: the older one will age earlier and may lose interest in sex sooner, causing the younger partner to look elsewhere for physical fulfilment.

2) Long distance!
· There this person that need to go other country to fight for war, he will be away for 1 year, he promise his love one that he will only be writing cards to her everyday, but after 1 year, the lover gotten the post man as her husband instead.
· Because the wife gets more contact with the post man then that man far away
· Another story is that this person was in contact with this person overseas, they chatted, they even one day say they are getting married other each other, the man send a rings over to her house.
On that day of marriage, the girl called the guy to ask where is he.
She called the house, someone form the house said that he went hospital, as his wife is giving birth to his first child!
· Being long distance, you may think the guy is all that you want, because all you guys experience is the sweetest of it, you guys won’t get into fights, because you guys still don’t know how each other are like!
· You guys have unrealistic view of your compatibility

3) Over bearing in laws
· They drain your time and energy
· They refuse to acknowledge you and your relationship
· They might drive a wedge between you and your mate.

4) Conflicting Financial Priorities

5) Different beliefs
· If you are the wife and you are a Christian, first of all, you are marrying someone that doesn’t believe in Christ.
· During relationship, your boyfriend would sya, why do you go church, and never spend time with him.
· The first day of your marriage, you need to pray and the joss stick, which you don’t like it, but you still need to follow, as your husband and his parents believes in that. The first day, you are already you are unhappy.
· Then when you child grows big, you also wants them to go to church, however your husband wants them to out amulet and pray to their God.
· It’s so horrible, I can’t imagine my life, if’s like this.

6) Same beliefs but have different spiritual value and convictions.

(MY VIEW ON IT NOW)

(even though I now don't want to go into a relationship yet,
which many people think it's the best thing they ever wanted now, but for me I felt, after going to all the house visitations of the kids, having my vision set in front.
I live for a greater purpose then having a boy friend now.
My purpose to build a home which I have felt in church (when I first come in) A home for the lost, that feel hurt, that feel trapped in the black dark box, which i have before, I want to free them! by showing love and care which they don't have to take it form anyone Else, because when they take it from someone that is bad, they would think to get love, they need to smoke etc.

Which will hurt me the most!

Every time whenever someone talked about how they cut themselves, how they smoke at young age, why they want to drink beer etc. i felt really sad, i want to show them a home where they will find homely love.
Even though I dont want to start now, I still read it for fun)

HAHAHA OKOK!!! I BETTER SLEEP!!! I STILL SOOOOO MANY THINGSSS TOOO SAY!!!! thank God for blogs, for me to say whatever I felt non stop! AHHAHAHA!
I LOVE YOU JESUS DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART!
:D!
I SIMPLY LOVE WHATEVER I AM DOING NOW!

I will never leave church

2008-11-23T01:00:00.004+08:00

I live for a greater purpose!

I will have no other gods before You,
Only You will reign as my heart's King,
I will have no other gods before You,
I will put you first in everything.

there's many things to say!
But I know if i blog about all these, i couldn't wake early to reach expo at 7am(or even before 7 for usher:D)!
AHAH i love children church today!
I love the CCC band that came to our church today!
I love the song "today" too! haha!
AHHA I am excited for tml's asia conference:D!
WOOHOO!!! good night everyone!:D

Loves!<3

2008-11-21T00:46:00.004+08:00

After reading Ying xuan's blog, I realise it's just 6 more weeks and we are all changing class!!!
OH MAN! TIME PASSES VERY FASTTTTT!!!
AHAHA

Anyway this are the photos that happened recently!:D

HUH~!!! I WILL MISS SARAH,YING XUAN,KELLY,NICOLE,JOELLE AND EVERYONE LEI!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah!

new heart and a new spirit

2008-11-13T02:50:00.002+08:00

Ezekiel 36:26

26 I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.

a new heart
a new spirit...

from the inside out

2008-11-13T02:30:00.004+08:00

From The Inside Out

A thousand times I've fail
Still Your mercy remains
Should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace

Everlasting Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise

Everlasting Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out,
Lord, let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out,
Lord, let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

charlotte

2008-11-13T02:05:00.003+08:00

hey candy,

I was looking through these photos

and I wanted to say this:

There was always that special bond between us.

We are like a real sisters.

I enjoy being with you,

I enjoy being able to hang out with you,

I enjoy being just there for listen out to you.

Is just that special connection.

something would just warmth up my heart whenever I saw you worshipping God.

you're just like my sister:)

I love you:)

2008-11-09T00:24:00.004+08:00

I love whatever that I am doing now!

Let me introduce! this is metys!
I fetch her today to the leader's meeting:D!
We chat and chat along the way! She kept saying all the funny jokes! haha

The next few photos are Angel, July and Franco!
I simply love hanging out with them!
All of them are so hungry to know more about God!
And they are all so sweet! They bought sushi for me, every single thing they do, they always think for other people! They always very thankful for little things that I have done, like fetching them, praying for them, smsing them! I love them to the MAXico!!!!
Look at Jannah at the back! She had secretly put twist at the back of my head! She is so cute!!!This photo consist of Franco, justin,july and angel! after the movie screening!
I really love them to the max!:D!

Today cch was great!
We had camp rock event! we screen the movie camp rock, this movie is great! i love it alot! all of us gotten free popcron to eat while watching!

Children church started with games!
haha I acted like Michi(which is the one on camp rock siging "is this real is this me"
haha! everyone had a super great time playing!
Then we had praise and worship!
Wow, I felt the atmosphere of our cch is great, every single one is jumping, everyone is raising hand to worship, even the new friends too!
Then Mae ann preached!

Mae ann spoke about the distill water which I have in my previous post

God spoke to me through her sermon.

Jeremiah 29:11

11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.

As the previous post would tell you that even the thoughts can affect your life(as we are filled with 70% of water)

and for me,

God spoke to me this verse,

and showed me how He viewed me;

a lovely child of God, whom he is well pleased.

He doesn't think about negative thoughts about me.

I was so ministered by it.

As through the way I think towards myself is all the bad thoughts.

God showed me that next time my thought pattern must be like this.

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthen us."

No more, Jolie, you are not the people person(pastoral person)

No more, Jolie, you are not the admin kind of person

No more boundaries like I couldn't do it

No more thoughts of how I couldn't get back people, or can't commuicate with such people

No more thoughts of I couldn't be a good testimony in shcool

No more thoughts of that I am stupid

No more thoughts of ai ya! or past mistakes!

I can do all things!

haha i simply just love the way how God minister to me, how God can relate to me

how God loves me.

During worship, all I felt was rivers of His presence through my heart loving me.

That feeling It's great!:D

I love whatever I am doing now:D!

I love the way i am living and to come to church everyday!

To see lives change and be loved by God.

Found love, found hope, found home.

Thank you Jesus!

I love You Daddy!

Thank you God!

couldn't sleep

2008-11-08T05:46:00.009+08:00

HAHA! I couldn't sleep today! So i have decided to blog about yesterday pastor kong service!!
Wow! All of us were so bless by his message!

DID YOU KNOW??
we often say Whatever he thinks in his heart, he is.
And it is so true!

Here's an experiment from a non Christian (Dr Masaru Emoto)
They used distilled water which doesn’t created crystals when frozen, however when being expose to such things they form into these!

1)"Beethoven's Pastorale"

2)"Japaneses folk dance"

3)"heavy rock metal music"

This is the first experiments, by using music:
When the water listens to these songs, the water will form crystals like, like for

Beethoven-it's a beautiful hexagon crystal

Folk dance- got a folk dance feeling crystal being form

heavy rock metal music-no crystals was form, it just looks very ugly.

1)"thank you"

2)"You Make Me Sick, I Will Kill You"

3)"love and Appreciation"

The 2nd experiment: using of words
Realise that the words you say is important?

When you say something negative, the crystals would form ugly pattern.
But when you say things like thank you and love, the crystals are being form very beautifully?

This picture of Crystal is being expose to the word soul, which if you see
clearly there's a heart in the centre.

is it cool! there's many more experiments,

they tried with pictures, and it worked the same things, with a beautiful sun rise the crystal formed are beautiful.
and so on they tried using just thoughts as well, the results are the same!

Got one of the river, the picture of it

1)"before prayer"

2)"after prayer"

This man, is non Christian, yet he tried using this and found out that

previously there's a person committed suicide in the lake, thus it become like this

But after prayer it becomes like this!

COOL! I AM IN AWE!

STILL! IMAGINE HOW THESE CAN DO TO WATER,

WHAT'S MORE ABOUT US?

we are 70% filled with water!!!!

They did Lot's of experiments, you may wanna look at the video:)

This was what pastor kong shared with us!

The way we think and way we say is very important!

If you think your family will be save, you need to keep thinking like one!

We need to live in a world of 4 dimension, whereby we don't just live by our strength, our might, but God's unlimitations!

that day, God really put in me lot's of dreams.

"home" is the word for me.

Creating a home for the lost to feel love, just like how I found a home where love is being poured into my life.

home

nick Vujicic

2008-11-06T01:17:00.007+08:00

WOW!

NICK VUJICIC services are great!

Today he talked about faith!

he shared about how having faith is by hearing God's word!

Just like how peter walked water on water, he heard God's word, and he walked.

Then he shared about himself that every time people would just say he is not able to do what God has called him to do. however he said this:

put the go in front of the disable

GO DISABLE = God-is-able

God breaks the limitations and give us the freedom to do all things!

Matthew 19:26

"...but with God all things are possible"

And he shared about how we should have faith in the unseen, instead of by sight.

2 Corinthians 8:3

For I bear witness that according to their ability, yes,

and beyond their ability, they were freely willing,

Beyond everything that we see in every circumstances, God will have a way!

Isaiah 40:31.
31 But those who wait on the LORD

Shall renew their strength;

They shall mount up with wings like eagles,

They shall run and not be weary,

They shall walk and not faint.

Those who wait on the Lord will be like eagles!

We'll be like eagles that would fly above all our problems!

Through Nick, you can really see how God is there with him throughout his struggles, and God strengthening his heart through all the circumstances.

See how amazing God is?

He just ministers to each and every that would open up his heart to Him, each and everyone, He would minister in their ways.

Nick also said this:

" if you put your happiness in temporary things, then your happiness would be temporary"

I was thinking about it, and yes it's so true!

When you find happiness in having relationships,

you realise once you break, your happiness is gone?

when you find happiness in achievements in school,

ig and all, once you are out of that school or ig, you realise you are not happy anymore.

But if you start to put your happiness in someone that is there for eternally,

your happiness will be there for eternal!

I am so happy that I have in deed place my happiness in the eternally!And so is nick! that's why he is always so joyful, so am i!:D

I thank God for everything!

Thank You father for everything You've done!

You're a Great big daddy God, who is always here beside us to embrace us through all the storms, through times when we are sad, when we need someone!

I love You God!

Anyway! I manage to take a photo of him!! ahha however my phone doesn't have the zoom function if not I would have taken a close up! :D haha

Isn't He is cool? Look at him smiling with so much confident! haha!

He rocks man!

from no limbs to no limiations!

http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/passionate-stories.php

john mayer

2008-11-01T03:29:00.003+08:00

I think John MAYER ROCKS:)!! WOOHOO!

HAHA! I love his songs! and I love his guitar playing!!

WOO!! ahha

call on your name

2008-11-01T00:11:00.004+08:00

Call on your name

This is my prayer
That You would move
Every heart will trembles as
Your Spirit captivate this place

The mountains shakes
The heavens break
A mighty roar that fills this temple
As Your people cry in faith

Holy is the Lord
I believe that Holy is the Lord

You say
Mountians would move
Kingdoms would fall
When I call on Your name

You say
Our land would be heal
Nations would bow
When I call on Your name

adrii

2008-10-30T05:43:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ADRI!!:)

random

2008-10-29T14:12:00.006+08:00

HAAH! Was just looking through my pictures on my phone!

This is franco! July's brother that I met yesterday! He is super funny! Cant wait to see him this weekend!!!

Then I saw this! ahhah It was the times whereby we came down to clean up children church! and we found this shaving cream! LOL!

This is bryan!!! aint he cute? haha he can spike his hair even without wax! haha I told him that he look like the dragon ball! AHAH

HAHA then I come across my cousin video!!! AHHA she is valerie! She loves singing her own songs, and dance around!:D

AHHAH!:D so cute right? LOL i love her!

HAHA random but it bring back some memories!:D ahah

2008-10-29T01:17:00.007+08:00

NICK VUJICIC IS COMING!!
He's a amazing man!

YOU GOT TO SEE IT FOR YOURSELF MAN!!!!
:D:D!

Wow! come to think of it, many people would give up and be emo.
Come and find out how he struggle through all the mocking, view of people, and to live normally!!

Ask me more!!:D:D!
cant wait for him to come!

JUST FOR LAUGHS!

2008-10-29T01:13:00.004+08:00

THIS IS ME!!!!:D:D!
LOL!

AHHAHA

home sweet home

2008-10-28T23:40:00.003+08:00

Today was really great!

We had projection filing today, thus we was just hanging around and finding more about each other.

And as we talked about how people are who they are when they are borned again in Christ.

Like example, people that borned in an environment whereby no one cares about going to church, they will be people like that, people who doesn't put God first.

But if they are borned in an environment whereby people who are on fire, they would think it's very normal to go church every single day, they would love the word of God and come every week!

As we talked about this we thought about how projection as well, we need to build that kind of atmosphere whereby all of us, in everything we do we would have the spirit of excellence, and we don't mind going to an extra mile to do things! so as new generations as they start to come, they would also caught on to the wave, fire and grow from there!

And today was just talking to Amelia, and I realise like how heart of God church is so unique such that this church had become many people's home.

I remember like how Dawn have created a home for me in projection and many of us felt really loved, and all of us in turn give our best to God and everything.

As I have visited many people yesterday, I realise what we have been just doing here, is that children church also have become a home which many children found love, faith and hope, is a home whereby their lives have been transform by God and the love of God through the people there.

today, Heart of God church is where it serves as a plaform for a home for everyone, in which they found love from God and everyone around love them.

heart of God is my home!

I thank God, for placing Pastor How and Pastor Lia!

I thank God for heart of God church
I thank God that heart of God is serves like a home for people that doesn't feel loved in their own homes.

I love you Jesus!

2008-10-28T01:46:00.003+08:00

ANYWAY!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHY and CHAR LALA :D:D!!
I love you!!:D!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Can you feel it?

2008-10-28T01:17:00.002+08:00

Jeremiah 20:9 (New King James Version)
New King James Version (NKJV)

9 Then I said, “I will not make mention of Him,
Nor speak anymore in His name.”
But His word was in my heart like a burning fire
Shut up in my bones;
I was weary of holding it back,
And I could not.

Today God just spoke to me about this!
As I saw this verse, God just showed me that.
As we begin to run this race, with passion, with the Word of God,
Which we can feel the passion so much that it is in our bones, within our hearts!
It was so much that we can not hold back whatever that we are feeling, whatever we are standing for, We will go for it till the end not by our strength, by with God's stregth!
Wow, isn't it powerful?

Hey.. let's not just depend on our strength, but on God and have that passion burning in you right to your bones!! YEA!

Feel it with your bones!

special day?

2008-10-23T23:36:00.003+08:00

HEY!!! thank you everyone!!:D:DD:D!!
HAHAHHAHA!!!

I love E36E!

Thank you yoyo and kieran for that cup you guys brought(which you two keep walking up and down in cause way :D)

Thank you Mae-ann, xiaoyu and Jasmine!!!

For that surpise you guys gave me!!!

AHAHHA! It was super funny:D!

Thanks for all the smses i got:D

Thanks Xinyi,Han,Ivy, shuying and ao on:D

Thank you (papa mama joelle):D

Thanks so much!!!!!!:D:D

I love you all!

On this day 22 oct:

Jeremiah 1:5

“ Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; Before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you a prophet to the nations.”

Father,you knew from the start. About who i am, Who i am going to become.

I am so glad, that i was borned again in You!

Now I have greater destiny in God and purpose in life :)!

Thank you God:D!

more than words

2008-10-21T02:47:00.004+08:00

hey, just some thoughts:)

To my Pastors, Pastor How and Pastor Lia:
Thank you for everything that you all have done for us.
You all started out the church, each has given up, and sacrifice a job that would provide them thousands over dollars far much more then what they received as their usual salary now.
Pastor How, at the age of 18/21, he got his own Mercedes Benz, and father's business that is millions of dollars.
Pastor Lia, is a straits time newspaper journalist surely will be famous, and that even one of her article hits the front page(which means it's super good)

However they both,sacrifice to start this church with this vision of " Raise up a generation of people who are willing to give God the best years of their lives and God will use this generation to impact all levels of society and all walks of life!"

They have no salary for the first 2 years of starting a church, while they are earning just 200 dollars a month, they gotten many things to take care of... imagine the phone bills, parents, electricity.. yet out of their savings, they bought spirit filled bibles, in total there was about 8 of those, which cost $70 each.
Even though at that time, church is just less then 30 to 50 people, pastors would bring Garrett,Charleston,Daniel.. to learn music, to let them grow in their talents, and love for music.
(they paid for their lessons, and brought to be taught by CHC)
Pastors, also have sold their houses before to give to church, which means they have practically say that church is their home. They stay in church.

However there's many incidents happen, as pastors always go in to every one's life, loving them, everyone was so connected to pastors, there's this time whereby there's an accident just right outside the road, which happens to be 2 of our church members, pastors, heard the news, quickly rush down. Pastor lia, rushed to them and hugged them. She kept praying for them.
However that day, they passed away.
This has been a blow to pastors, as pastors know all of us, how we think, what we love, both of them, they loves, and yet out of there, they have to encourage the whole church to cheer up, because all of them, are discourage, dishearten. Miss the 2 girls a lot. being reported in the newspaper article about this incident. after that, Pastor lia also had another incident.(which i will not say, as it's very close to the hearts)

Pastor lia is a strong woman, in this world, many man will never look up to woman, thus when pastor preach, we need to take extra faith and courage to preach.
and it's very hard to be a woman pastor.
1) if you are too into church, people will say you have neglect your family
2)if you are too into taking care of your family, people will say you are not woman of God
3) if your voice is too loud,man say you are intimating
4)if your voice is to soft, people would say that you're weak.
And also being face, with responsibilities of the household, church, family, people.
Pastor lia always have an attitude of in the book of Joshua" give me this mountain! "
with conquering spirit.
(like an energiser, never say die!)

With pure hearts, Pastors build a church which started out with 9 stones(youths)
You all, always believed in us, even at the age of 12, you let a child plan a church camp. (not mentioning some adults would rather do it themselves) but they believe in us!

They will always tell us about this verse!
1 Timothy 4:11-13 (New King James Version)
12 Let no one despise your youth, but be an example to the believers in word, in conduct, in love, in spirit,in faith, in purity.

Today our church, is not just a place whereby Christians just come on Sundays, but is coming everyday of our lives.

why are we so committed to church?
-is because all that pastor's have sown into our lives
-because pastor's believed in us
-because we found a family, a home here
-we have found where we belong in God's family, and in God's destiny, which will lead you in the right paths in which God have planned out the best in you.

Thanks God for Pastors!
Thank you Father sending your son to die on the cross for us:)
We love you!

I Give You My Heart

2008-10-10T10:30:00.001+08:00

I Give You My Heart

THIS IS MY DESIRE
TO HONOR YOU
LORD WITH ALL MY HEART I WORSHIP YOU
ALL I HAVE WITHIN ME
I GIVE YOU PRAISE
ALL THAT I ADORE IS IN YOU

LORD I GIVE YOU MY HEART
I GIVE YOU MY SOUL
I LIVE FOR YOU ALONE
EVERY BREATH THAT I TAKE
EVERY MOMENT I'M AWAKE
LORD HAVE YOUR WAY IN ME

I love You Lord:)

Thank You...

2008-10-10T10:00:00.001+08:00

Dear God!

This is my very first post!
And i wanted to delicate to You first!

Thank you God for all that You've have ever done in my life!

Thank you God for bringing me to heart of God church!

Thank you for Pastors, Pastor How and Pastor Lia, who is to me just like my Father and mother...

Thank You, that you place these great people, that always love and care for us...

Thank you for this family which I have found... Thank You, for this is the place where I found You, my destiny and purpose!

Thank you Jesus,

no word can express exactly how I felt after posting these photos, from the days since I was saved, in FTMS(3years ago) till how heart of God church have grown in You!

(these pictures speaks a thousand words)

Thank you:)

for all these time, You are always with us, always there when we are down, always there where we needed You.

Thank you for creating who I am today, and I will never be the same without You!

With all I am,

I love You-Lord

Thank You God:)